After the first day of CNY, I realised that time flies very fast. I can't imagine time of joys is short. And now I reached Singapore again.. need to concentrate in studies already. of course look forward to the end of the semester break.. 3 months break!! whoah... that's long... I miss my home ~ my friends..
wah!!... i can't believe that i met my primary classmates. We are like lost contact about 8 or 9 years. Then, we met today! We chat and flash back alot sweet memories during class in primary. We shared alot of jokes.. and laugh like mad ppl in the cafe. I took our standard six class photo to flash back those times in school , and of course we was discussing our friends one by one. Kinda funny.. hehe... most of them didn't change much, then they said me changed alot... ahha... but i don't know what i had changed. Some of them working ad.. some of them still studying.. i like this kind of gathering. really really fun... hope i can meet more and more of them. Looking forward to meet more of my lost contact friends. Take care my friends!!
Finally I came back to my sweet home. In Singapore, I can't feel the atmosphere of Chinese New Year at all.. After i reached home, I eventually felt the atmosphere of New Year... aweeee.. Nice to be home. Once I reached my home, I quickly went for a nice sleep until 2pm. It is because I took turn to drive from KL until my home which is very tiring. This is my first time driving so long distance although quite dangerous.
This trip was suggested by my fren a few days ago and we planned to go today's evening. Therefore, we went at around 5pm with 183bus at Pasir Panjang road. The journey took about an hour to reach the destination.
i'm getting worry already, sigh~ In this semester, i took a lot of heavy workloads modules such as CS1102Y, CS2100,& NM2208 which are very much heavy and tough!! omg.. how am i going to go through these for the coming 4 months!! and i dont have much choices to do. i planned to drop of them, but i'm already lack of one module that has to be taken on last semester due to i failed one module in the previous semester. haihz.. tells me what should i do!! sob sob.. although i try to avoid thinking about all heavy workloads coming to me soon, i couldn't do it and my brain keeps telling me...HEAVY WORKLOADS.... argh~~~ stop it..!! i don't wanna to hear it! help~~
Now, the only way that i can do is just face it and try my best! I can't do anything at this moment already except work harder.
Worried.Scared.Lost
Finally, semester 2 started today. And i had only 1 hour lecture today, kinda boring... but sooner my day will be full of the tutorials and labs in 2 weeks later. Stress, frustrate, and sad feelings will comes to me again~ haih~ i'm soooo worried for this semester. it is because i have to do better than last semester.Yes, i know i did very bad in last semester. This semester will be my another tough semester~ workloads too heavy.. i scared i cant even breathe at all, js like last semester.sob~ i'm extremely terrifying.. Hopefully i can get used to it! haihz...
Scared.Worried.Sigh
whoa! i can't believe that i done my first year, first semester. Time flies. In this semester, i experienced many things especially sadness and I felt i learned alot of things from that. Although i did quite bad for the 1st semester, i never giv up and regret of the course that i chose at the beginning. I will still keep it up and work more harder to drag up my results. NOw is a brand new year, new semester!! i have to look forward to do better.. or the best! and i will take all the morals that i learned from last semester so that i won't repeat the same mistakes again in this coming new semester!! and wish all my frenz, all the best!! and good luck! hehe...

